Giving Over, Not Giving Up

5.16.12 :: Post-Run #1 ::  what did i learn from that? giving over to others, mostly. or trusting in my self. and gravity. or all three at the same time… in Wind-Up Bird, it is becoming clearer and clearer who is driving each scene. in the aquarium it’s Kumiko—it’s...

Being Moved

5.15.12 connecting breath to the emotion. what does that mean? i realized after this run that i was finding ways to breathe with Kumiko and as a result, i was starting to find myself in the aquarium. after that, it wasn’t as easy. mostly because the rest of my scenes...

Emotional Life

5.14.12 watashi mo – me too ma ma – okay what have i learned midway on my life’s journey? my left shoulder is all rough and dark and tangled… and other than that, i see a clearing. the sweet fruits of life are ahead. what i realized immediately...

The Process

5.13.12   :: archiving my writing from the past and posting from the future ::   what have i learned today?  have i been on a journey yet? am i more present when i am here writing or less? when i am writing, i feel like i am able to perceive more and ask...

Emergence

it is true what they say (whoever “they” are)…starting is the hardest part. so i will just try to be exactly where i am right now, in this moment, and go from there… rip off that Band-aid…one, two, three, go! i am on the brink of ending...