:: archiving my writing from the past and posting from the future ::
what have i learned today?
have i been on a journey yet?
am i more present when i am here writing or less?
when i am writing, i feel like i am able to perceive more and ask better questions.
this morning’s rehearsal was fascinating. i felt it necessary to be honest with my puppet team about my physical/emotional/psychosomatic state instead of pretending that i was okay. and so i laid on the floor and breathed. and i felt that i wasn’t ready. and i told them i needed time. and then i cried. i released into them, possibly frightening them. so they went and started working. and i let them. i released into them and then released them. and then i released into my self and into the Earth. i sat with my self and the tears flowed out and into my ears and out and down my cheeks, into my hair and onto the floor.CLICK TO READ THE FULL ARTICLE